I Am Going to Cure You

A routine blood test revealed something was wrong.
A specialist confirmed it.
The diagnosis was myelofibrosis-a rare, life-threatening blood cancer with no simple cure.

In I Am Going to Cure You, Barry Haberman takes readers inside the unfiltered reality of confronting a disease that quietly steals strength from the body while testing the limits of the human spirit. What began as fatigue and abnormal lab results quickly became a fight for survival that would require chemotherapy, total immune system eradication, and a stem cell transplant-the only path that offered hope.

Barry writes with candor about the physical toll: the weakness that left him barely able to walk hospital corridors, the dramatic weight loss, the isolation of transplant recovery, and the emotional fog that settles in when outcomes are uncertain. He explains complex medical concepts-graft strength, donor chimerism, conditioning regimens, immune suppression-in language readers can understand, transforming intimidating science into accessible insight.

But this memoir reaches far beyond medicine.

It is a story of partnership. Barry's wife, Vicki, becomes his anchor through endless appointments, setbacks, and fragile victories. It is a story of trust in physicians who balance precision with compassion. And it is a story of mindset-the discipline, resilience, and faith required when survival depends not only on treatment, but on the will to endure.

Drawing from more than three decades as a business leader in the food industry, Barry reflects on how leadership under pressure prepared him for the greatest test of his life. The lessons he once applied in boardrooms-focus, preparation, accountability, perseverance-became tools for navigating hospital rooms and transplant units.

Readers will witness the terrifying moment when his donor cell percentage stalled, threatening graft failure. They will feel the waiting-the most difficult part of any serious illness-when lab reports determine whether hope strengthens or fades. And they will experience the gradual rebuilding of a new immune system, a new body, and ultimately, a new perspective on life.

Today cancer-free, Barry writes not as a victim of disease, but as a survivor transformed by it. He shares the practical changes required to protect a new immune system, the gratitude that follows second chances, and the deep awareness that health is both fragile and sacred.

I Am Going to Cure You is for:

Patients facing stem cell transplant
Families navigating serious illness
Medical professionals who want to understand the patient experience
Anyone searching for resilience in the face of uncertainty

This is not simply a cancer story.
It is a story about confronting fear with clarity.
About replacing despair with disciplined hope.
About discovering that strength often reveals itself only when there is no alternative.

When everything familiar is stripped away-career, certainty, physical independence-what remains is character.

And sometimes, that is enough to survive.